after a week of the busy training that i had..(and it was really fucking stressful!)
i realized that i don't even have the time for my kid, usually when i go home after work i will go straight to my bed and then i'll sleep for like 8 hours.
and when i wake up,i'll go back to work. Somehow, i felt guilty because we often talk this past few weeks..we don't have any bonding time.
so i was looking forward to my very first training allowance..
we had this "exclusive date", just mommy and zai
she was really excited, the big smile on her face when she knew,
when i saw her playing around with some other kids in the playground
i felt happy and fulfilled.
happy because my kid really adores me and loves me despite of being the busy mom that i am now.
fulfilled because for the first time i bought her the things that she needs and wants.
and that one whole day that were together, filled the whole week that i'm not around.
and what's the best thing that she said to me was she's really happy because mommy is with her
it touched my heart :)
i pray everyday that all my hopes and dreams for her will come true
and God will take care of everything
i love my daughter very much..
and i'm thankful to have her
she inspires me and loves me unconditionally.
