Tuesday, August 17, 2010

can't sleep. .

its 11:40 pm and i can't sleep.. i changed my sleep cycle! ang weird kasi maaga ako nagigising ng morning usually mga 5:00-6:00am gising na ko nyan and then, hapon aantukin ako ulit tapos gabi na ko magigising!!
bakeet ganun?! hndi tuloy ako mkatulog sa gabi...bwisit tlga!
and now eto inaatupag ko ang pagbblog.
i tried to read a book that i must read kaya lang tinatamad ako. maybe i really need a reading glasses 
kasi lumalabo na yung paningin ko talaga.

haayy..tonight, i really miss someone!:(

grabeh, ang sarap sana kumain kaya lang wala namang makain!!
ang saraap magfood trip..and siyempre before mag foodtrip dapat may pera
anyway, my update on my "adventure" on teletech.. it went well
kaya lang i have to wait for my training schedule because as of yesterday, wala pa daw available na training schedule so for the mean time i really have to wait and keep my lines open if ever they will call me

plan ko sana magpply ulit to other companies..ayoko talaga ng na-sstuck dito sa bahay
eh....
i want to work as soon as possible

i need to prove something to myself, i want a stable job for my kid.
speaking of my darling, she's soo tinatamad na going to school maybe because her
classmates tease her for being "chubby"... i was really affected but then syempre bata naman yung mga yun.
ganun pala yung feeling pag nakikita mong tinutukso yung anak mo
affected ka din..nasasaktan ka din.
i know i have also flaws, hindi  naman ako perfect mom. madalas i lose my temper
pero mahal na mahal ko talaga si zai eh.
that's why right now, i want to work para naman kahit papano makabawi ako

I also want to thank God for giving me such a wonderful and kind brother =)
sa totoo lang, I couldn't imagine myself without my brother kasi madalas siya yung sumsalo ngayon sakin sa pagaasikaso kay zai.
kapag may lakad ako, pag may sakit ako, pag hindi ako ok..anjan lang siya...
she's my daughter's best bud♥♥
kahit walang dad si zai, kahit paano my tito siya na suuper love talaga siya
and thankful na talaga ako dun...

hayy i want tooo eat something!!!!
im starving....mahirap matulog ng gutoom!!!
ang sakit sa ulo...
anu ba yan, midnight na.
nakakasira talaga ng ulo pag walang ginagawa.....

gooDnyt :)))

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