haay, ang sarap talagang magmukmok sa isang tabi at walang ka ng ibang gagawin kundi ang magisip ng paulit-ulit.. what went wrong??
today as i went to my daughter's school para bantayan siya, hindi kona kinaya yung sakit at gusto ko na biglang umuwi. I can't help, tapos paguwi ko kanina umiyak lang ako sa cr, at binuhos ko dun lahat2 ng naramdaman ko.
sa totoo lang gusto ko na lang matul0g the whole day para matakasan tong sakit,of course no one likes the pain (sino bang gusto diba?!)
kasi aray talaga super!! but I have to go through it, there's no shortcut, there is no other way but to admit that I am broken at damhin talaga tong sakit na to ng bonggang bongga!!
madalas nagkukulong lang ako sa kwarto ko, stay in bed all day, don’t talk to anyone for hours, and make senti. But if you'll have the wisdom na it's really meant to happen because God says so then you have to accept it and move on. We go through heart aches because one, we made a choice and two, ito ang nakatadhana.
at siguro nga unti-unti ko na ding matatanggap ang nangyari.
isn't it funny to think that the only people who can understand what you're going through are those who went through the same pain & sadness?? yeah, NOTHING, as in NOTHING will ever make you feel better when you are in EXTREME pain and sadness.
only God can heal a broken heart. He knows. He cares. after all, he's the one who created "feelings". He feels for us. He feels the pain too. and in His right time, he will make all things beautiful for us.
--sometimes the seemingly undying pain teaches us the most valuable lessons in life and if it doesn't seem to go away, it only means that you haven't gotten the lesson yet.
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