i miss us :'(

Love Hurts
by Incubus


Tonight We Drink To Youth
While Holding Fast The Truth
Don't Wanna Lose What I Had As A Boy

My Heart Still Has A Beat
Now Love Is Now A Feat
As Common As A Cold Day In LA

Sometimes When I'm Alone I Wonder
Is There A Spell That I Am Under
Keeping Me From Seeing The Real Thing

Love Hurts
But Sometimes Its A Good Hurt
And It Feels Like I'm Alive
Love Sings
when it transcends the bad things
have a heart and try me
Cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
I stand naked and accused
should I surface this one man submarine
I only want the truth
so tonight we drink to youth
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

sometimes when I'm alone i wonder
is there a spell that i am under
keeping me from seeing the real thing

Love hurts
but sometimes its a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive
love sings
when it transcends the bad things
have a heart and try me cause without love i won't survive

Without love i won't survive

I was just thinking if I regret my decision of loving him too much,too soon?
..then I realized that NO! wala akong pinagsisihan na binigay ko kaagad ang lahat sa tamang tao dahil naging mabuti din siya sakin.

I love this one line of angelica panganiban in the movie "a love story"...
"alam mo bang hindi ko pinagsisihan na pinaglaban ko ang pagmamahal ko sayo? kasi nalaman ko kung gaano kita kamahal.."

you will only regret if you held back your love,pero kung ginawa mo naman ang lahat ng makakaya mo para maayos ,pero sa huli wala pa din.. masasabi mo na lang na, kapos pa din pala na mahal ko lang siya!


I said to him that I'm only human and I made mistakes,
He chose to forgave me despite how much his heart aches.
but then one day, he gave up on me..not because he stopped loving me,
but because his heart can't handle so much..and forgot to understand that he's human too!

at ngayon narealized ko na ang mga bagay bagay....no matter how it hurts:( its for the best
alam ko naman na it will take time for me to heal this pain.
nagttrust na lang ako kay Lord..
ang mahalaga sinagot nya ang dasal ko na kahit pano maging ok na din kami, wala ng grudge sa isa't isa... I only wish him the best of everything! I wish him happiness:)

nitong mga nakaraang araw, lagi kong sinasabi sa kanila na ayoko na talagang magboyfriend
at mas gugustuhin ko pang tumandang dalaga na lang,, haha!:))
but when i read bianca gonzalez post about the irony of love, mejo natauhan ako,
"love! it can make you the happiest person in the world but it can also make you the saddest person in the world. it is your greatest strength but also your greatest weakness. it is what makes your world go round but it is also what stops your world in its tracks, it is the greatest, most beautiful irony of life i believe".

...at kapag binigay niya na ang taong nakatakda para sa kin,who am I to say "No". ryt? :))